18.10.10

A sweet indulgence...in human form

Having known this fella for a little over nine months, and with steady acquainting ourselves with our inner triumphs and fears, growing fond of his "ruthless and raw" character has turned out to become somewhat of a "given".

This man, and anything pertaining to him has become my sweet indulgence. One thing for sure, i continuously shower him with all my "seemingly naive" sweet, genuine truths. I just feel like he deserves the best in life. I know not of his wrongs or where he's fallen short of respect, but nevertheless, am inclined to pray for him everyday, mentioning his name aloud. The few times that I've called to check on him, his wisdom has bitten me hard and kicked me into reality (which is what I need from time to time).

Well, this day October 18th, 2010, I promised myself that I will not shun this man but instead distance (with utmost subtlety) myself from him for a meaningful time; pull myself together and decide what kind of support I would benefit from him, because am falling in a "trap".

Ab intra
 

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