Tough cookie?

Again, times like these call for me to come back to the thing that i love to do...jot down my thoughts or better put, reflections.

So, amidst all the animosity that I have towards people that I call "friends", I have been thinking of how i can best be comfortable and happy in the situation that i'm in. I have a roof over my head, I have food to eat, I have great family, and I have a lot of the luxuries that I have that others may not be able to have access to for a very long time; particularly referring to the unrest that has been going on in Libya for the past couple of days. Well, I'm thinking that this has been going on for a good period of time, but Qaddafi seems to be on some sort of "roll" - wanting to prove a point (through taking hits at his own people) 

So, all in all, this is going on, amongst other things that I may not be well-acquainted with, and I'm pouting over shit that really should not be letting me lose sleep over...

I have come to embrace that I'm an overly expressive, feeble, touchy person.These pointers in my character scream loud and clear when you get to know me; but when I meet someone that's not feeling my positive vibes and is getting out of their way to rub their negative streaks on my character, I get lost in trying to change the person (that's a post for another date...when I have mentally put together all my thoughts)

So, slowly but surely, I'm learning to take a few steps back...revert my energy into my several projects that I'm hoping can take off sooner than later, and loving back the people that love me. 

As I wind down with my glass of Woodbridge, I toast to life, happiness, love and satisfaction. 

Ab intra