Four questions that I hate not having the answers to...

1. Out of more than six billion beings living on this earth, what's my unique role?
Selfish, but ideally one of the many questions that linger my mind, when I've checked out of reality for a bit. I google the planet earth and stare at it asking myself of what importance I am to this "wretched" world; and no, I don't depict myself as a "righteous" individual...more so...what I, as Martha Tukahirwa have to offer to this world...what special service I can offer to other original, "better" beings than me...

2. What's at the end of the road?
Yes...yes...I crown myself the biggest worrier in this universe...sounds ridiculous....I worry about whether I have enough gas in my car when I filled it just a few hours ago, and the trips were limited...that sort of worrying, if you get my drift. So, in the same breath, I worry about what is at the end of this tiring journey called "life". I mean, who doesn't love rewards; I do. So ideally, I would love to know what awaits me when I've lived my life to the best of my ability...

3. Could this be a "try-out session" and then the real thing comes later?
Absurd, huh? <> That's the way I'm programmed i guess. On one hand, it all sounds like some selfish pondering, because there are souls out there that have lived their lives almost to a perfect T....but I haven't YET...so I'm sorta' hoping that this is like a "let's-see-how-it-plays-out-for-now-before-the real-thing" - Yup...feel free to chuckle to yourself upon reading this; I may not be the only maniac that thinks like this...

4. Can my loved ones i.e my family and comrades be exempted from any sort of suffering?
It kills me when I see my love-lings going through any sort of pain; so yeah...what if the higher being gave us a chance to compile an "exemption list" of about 10 individuals who will not have a share of this world's wrath/suffering?...that's my share of juvenile sort of thinking?

Ab intra xx