I'm having one of those days of more highs than lows! Yayyyy! I stumbled on a quote that said something to the effect of letting oneself build someone else's dreams, while you have your own. Now that's one thing that i loathe about being employed. I mean, there are people that are cut out to be employees for as long as they can physically and mentally handle being in that position...but me????....NAAHHHHH! I'm not cut out for that. For some odd reason, I don't see myself being a worker, but I see people working for me. (Cocky, huh?) But oh well...in the very near future, people will be working for me and I will inspire them to either choose to be employers or fantastic employees.
My 9 to 5 is such a dragggggg! In all honesty, i think it's just the work dynamics that I don't quite get, and so unfortunately, I'm viewed as a lax person in the organization that I work in...or at least, that's how my boss views me; but then again, he seems to be the only one that picks out my flaws and only concentrates on that. So, of late, I have been a whiny b***h, planning my next move. I would like to be smart enough to throw in the towel, when I have a soft landing. My brood needs all the attention that I can give and right now, being in this position doesn't let me be the super mom I so badly want to be.
Carpe diem
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