Down......Up.....Up

A time comes when one has that defining moment that makes you realize that you need to make things happen for you and only you. 

Today.

Defined my maturity. 

I melted down to a level that made me know that there is no other way than to go up from here. 

I'm going up.

When I read through my history of posts on this blog, I think that I write when I'm going through healing from hurt. As is the case, this means that my blog might appear to be more sombre than I wish to be; but then again this is my avenue to make me feel better. 

Sniffing. 

Tearing up. 

I want all this pain to be a thing of the past. I want my mess to be turned into a message for myself. I'm rising up, picking up the pieces and moving along with life.